male adult doggie biscuit

*~Thats me in the spot light, losing my affection~*

I thought that was JB over there at the corner of the bar being sad, reading my book all alone and not wanting anyone to come over and talk to me. I thought that guy was I for sure but I guess it wasnt after all was it? This guy is happy to have gone through the games, gimmicks and false feelings thrown his way like some sort of male adult doggie biscuit. It's funny how (most) women think can know how to appease a man just enough to get whatever they would like from him. Men are not stupid, at least not all of them. I am venting, I know. I don't vent on the beauty that is our better halves often but I have had a rough month or two (years really) out there in the jungle which is Singletown. It can be a dangerous place to be lost in when you are not carrying protective armor or a tranquilizer gun with you. Damn Savages they are! I almost lost my point... Not surprised to see that happen are you? I suppose I will have to title this one under ADD as well as 89 percent of the rest. OK, my point! If I had one it is this: I hacked my way through the dense jungle for a long time. I have been bitten by poisonous animals of all sorts (do not read STDs, its just a metaphor anyways) and have fallen into several booby traps resulting in severe injuries. My heart has been chewed up by the wildest beasts out there and through narrow escapes I have pieced it back together for the most part minus the couple of monsters that I lost the battle to. I would rather they keep the heart that was ripped out of me than ever try and get it back myself. I am healing nicely. I have found a counterpoint in this world. I dont think I have to wander in the jungle any longer. ADD train stops here. I have to get off. I love you all, even the completely fucked up people I cant stand most of the time. :)

Jan 02, 2007