(0.99) It is a rainy dreary windy strobe light type of morning. The passing storms will wash some dreadful things away and replace it with ozone. Not a great trade off but I have seen worse... the Louisiana Purchase comes to mind. Anyway, maybe I will find a new filter to my vision when it all clears after waking. Maybe not.
(2.45) Incomplete sentences complete me. Sleeping pills would complete me even more right now.
(Free with purchase of something useful) I am rambling on looking for something to unlock the reason for writing in the first place.
(7.99) Been spending too much time in familiar territory and becoming used to it all. Need to get out of the bubble. Need to find a sense of normality outside the bubble once again.
(0.25) Feeling a bit invisible again. Not a good quality to have unless you're a superhero or something.
(10.95) Friends are becoming transparent too. The pattern always finds its way back into my mind, heart, thought processes, etc. Unsure of which transparency is real though. Is it them or I?
(0.01) I don't have a soul. That is where this whole thing is going. I figured it out rather quickly. My mind travels awkward paths sometimes. No soul making me feel invisible. Wonder what I traded it for? I hope it was something good. With my luck I sold it when I was just a wee lad for a new G.I. Joe or something. What a dumbass.
March 20th, 2006
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