Wednesday, June 27, 2007

No more dreams.

The river only flows when stress of dam is near breaking. Confucious say...

Not really. Dont quote me on that one please.

The river I am referring to is my creative thought process. Without extreme stress happening in my life, I dont find the desire to draw, write or create. The stories and images are in my head still but they are on pause indefinitely. I dont know how to tap into my creative side without high stress levels at times like these and it makes me very frustrated. I find myself sitting on my couch wishing for a flood. Hoping for something to turn it all on again. It doesnt work that way though. This paradox is maddening. I dont want a stressful life but I dont want to lose my creativeness either. What to do?


P.S. I miss Sesse.